Never Enough

Everything I have is never enough

Everything given to me

Attention

Love

Affection

is never enough

This feeling of discontentment

Like a looming stare above me

A dark grey stormy cloud rolling in

Judging me in silent

Pushing me every day even when I plant my feet firm into the sand

This constant feeling of jealousy

Like a spiraling tornado that comes and goes

As it pleases

In full disregard to my hidden secure self

Wanting to come out and flourish

To no avail

But why

Why contentment is never within reach

What is missing

What am I searching

How much more can I ask

How much more do I deserve

How much is too much

How much till I can say

This is enough